My Lover's Funeral

My lover had his funeral
I was left alone in a circle
Everything became so silent
Except the noises in my head were vibrant
"Where did he go?" my mind screams
But I can only see him in my dreams

My body ached for its missing piece
All my voice could say is "come back please"
My eyes teared for the lost images
All that separated us was distances
Was breathing through corrupted lungs
Everyone stared at me and tied their tongues

Apologies were sent to me
But in them I can find no key
To unlock the torment that I fell in
My world become so narrow its like it's a  coffin

Stay strong for good times will come
But I'm introduced to the feeling of numb
Yet some nights I stay up and grieve
For the memories that were brief

My lover had his funeral
But I was left alone in a circle